Sunday, July 15, 2012

Greatest Secret


There is something which has been accepted worldwide, deep inside our heart and mind. It is something, which given an option, no one would ever choose it. It is ruthless. It is unfair. Still it goes on and on, been there for billions & billions of years. It devours everything, absolutely everything that comes its way. There have been Legends, the Greatest of Great Legends. It has eaten them all, spared none. Its Might is unbelievable.

But challenging it is foolish. It is too obvious to challenge. It is useless to challenge. It is the basic law. It is the defining truth. It is the all-pervasive truth. It is there in the conscious. It is there in the subconscious. It is ingrained in our brain, passed from generations to generations. It has become firmer and firmer. It is still the same. 

It is the no-option of going back in time. It is a killer. Who has imposed it? Nature shouldn't be that unfair. Nature can't be that ruthless. It must have left an option, how hard it may be. It may be within us. It may be very easy. It is the greatest secret. It must be unveiled. It must be conquered. 

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Just read one of my previous blogs "Being a production engineer". I thank myself and whosoever else responsible to any extent to make that blog come into existence including people around, inventor of internet & blogger.com etc. The list is actually long so I will keep it short. Really enjoyed reading that blog. It made me believe that I should continue writing blog. So here i go at 02:12 a.m of July 22, 2011 with immense peace of mind and alone in my temporary apartment in Bandra, Mumbai.
But why I am awake after a big long day. Its no pressures, Surprising its also not nightlong tension / serious thinking mode thats keeping me awake. It seems to be something else. It may be the charm of Mumbai, the change it has brought and probably a vision of a bright imminent future. I have had the habit of blinding my eyes repeatedly by looking at bright futures. So I have started to keep that under control. Its hardly 4 days in Mumbai but i have liked every bit of it and i strongly feel that the city of dreams has a lot to offer and I am looking forward to see that unfold.

Saturday, July 02, 2011

PERSONAL DISASTER PREVENTION

Pupil: To what extent should one bow down one’s ego and strive to prevent imminent Disaster?

DhawanSaaB: To the extent possible and to the extent never heard of unless there are bigger goals which will be achieved by the disaster.

Pupil: Even if the current situation is worse than the imminent Disaster?

DhawanSaaB: If the current situation is worse than the imminent Disaster, a bigger Disaster has already happened. In this scenario, it is too late to ask the original question. Also the assessment of enormity of disaster may eventually prove out to be totally erroneous.

Pupil: If the current situation seems to be really painful and with no hope of things getting better …. (Interrupted by DhawanSaaB)

DhawanSaaB: The world is governed by laws much beyond our mundane conceptualization. So "no hope" for things to get better lacks solid foundation.


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Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Being a production engineer:

31st May 2007


The Entry:

DhawanSaaB enters the control room. He takes off his shoes and puts it aside, searches for his sleepers, finds them to be unavailable, terms the culpable as a “chappel chor” and pledges to write His name on the sleepers in Bengali the very same day. Looking at the control room clock, being once again on time, with head held high he marches forward and forward to the MSQU panel.

Relieving the previous shift incharge:

Somebody has been waiting anxiously for Him. His mere entry and an eye-to-eye contact relieve him of immense responsibilities. “The Great Metamorphosis”, as He terms it, from state of deep anxiety and nervousness to a state of profound success and relaxation is wholly acknowledged by Him. He receives a warm welcome there.

“ Aaieeyeeee Dhawan SahaB aaieeeyeeeee…..aur Dhawan Sahab sab theek thaak hai”

This is followed by a brief conversation to know the condition of the plant.

“ haan Singh ji sab badiyan hai, aur aap batayeieeee”
“hamaara to sab theek thaak chal raha hai”

“aur Singh ji batayeeiiaaee yeh apna plant kaisa chal raha hai, sab normal to hai naa”

“ haan sab normal hai, bas thoda T007 ka level dekh lena, decreasing trend hai, aur 85C01 steam leak ka online job ho raha tha….woh log kar nahin paaye…to phir se aayenge evening mein”

“theek hai woh to apne aap hi kar lenge, mere jaane ki to koi jaroorat nahin hai”

“naaan , jayeda se jayeda wahan khade ho jaayeee”
“matlab aaj bhi kuch kaam nahin hai naaa….aaraam hi karna hai”

Singh ji feels confident and smiles a bit. Aakhir woh bhi to aaraaam kartein hain”

“ theek hai Singh ji aap nikaliye, bas pakadiye”
“haan nikalte hain, abhi Purty da yahan aa jaaayenge”




Now rests the responsibility of safe and successful operation of MSQU unit on the shoulders of DhawanSaaB.

DhawanSaaB sits there in front of the panel. He takes the log book and reads the previous shift comments and finds them to be very normal. Then He has a cursory look at the control panel, shifting from one page to another, checking all the important and most varying parameters But suddenly a figure emerges besides Him. DhawanSaaB turns his face briskly and remarks excitedly, “ Purty Daaa”

“Dhawan Ji……., Dhawan Ji aapka aaj evening hai”

The most redundant question, evening hai tabhi to wahan baithe hai, but nonetheless it has deeply penetrated our lifestyles…

“ haan Purti da”
“ aur Purti da yeh sab normal hai, bas thoda T007 ka level dekh lena, Singh ji bol rahe the, decreasing hai”

Dekh lena matlab dekh lenaa, kuch karne ki jaroorat nahin hai….bahut level hai, ab jaane waala insaan kuch to kaam deke jaayega.

Then DhawanSaaB writes certain data in the log book which he knows would be part of mankind’s history immediately. With such optimism He is bubbling with enthusiasm.

He makes a call to the field operators but they sare unreachable. It is 14:14 and He feels almost through…..

But…..

A number of people starts coming towards Him, each holding a red coloured paper in his hands. Just at the sight of this, He gets excited.

“eta MSQ”

“haan MSQ”

‘eta kare do sahab”

He reads the paper and suddenly writes something obscure, something esoteric on them. It is nothing else than His very own highly valued signatures.
They have come for “Work Requests”, i.e. the permission to carry out any type of job in MSQU area. And He is the one who alone can allow them and is held fully responsible for any undesirable incident.
He again makes a call to the field operators and they are reachable this time.

“ Kae bolchi”
“Ami Sandeep”
“ Afternoon Sandeep Da, ami Dhawan bolchi”
“Afternoon Dhawan ji, boliye”

These days there is no need to say “Good Afternoon”….only Afternoon serves the purpose.
It is only about informing that it is afternoon…

“kaun kaun hai aaj field mein”
“main, Indu aur Numendu”

“Theek aachhhe” DhawanSaaB bhi kissi bengalan ke karan aajkal Bengali bolne ke liye poori takat laga dete hain……

“aur kuch kaam to nahin hai naa abhi”
“ naan , kuch kaam nahin hai…….”

It is 14:30 and it is almost over. There is hardly any job left undone. So He feels relaxed and decided to pay a visit to shift office to use internet. Half an hour and it is probably the most awaited time in this giant public sector organization. A person came and yelled,” Chaa IOC”
Yes, it is time for tea, a period of respite from day’s hard work. Yes He does deserves a cup of tea, since he is the man behind the production of high quality EURO III grade motor spirit or petrol as we know it more commonly. Along with all these responsibilities and innate professionalism, He never falls short of what He terms as “Professional Ethicism”. It is time to take the charge of the Control Panel, and ask the Control Panel expert of MSQU unit, Purti Daa for a cup of tea. “Professional Ethicism” exemplified.

His Boss comes to panel of MSQU unit and asks
“ sab theek chal raha hai naa…kuch problem to nahin hai naa”
“ haan Sir plant bilkul normal chal raha, koi problem nahin hai”
“tum apna batao……sab theek to lag raha hai naa…koi dikkat to nahin hai yahan”..

“ETHICISM INDEED”

“nahin Sir yahan koi dikkat nahin hai, Sir yahan ka work culture bahut achha hai, koi tension nahin hai”

His previous boss, who has recently resigned, although extremely competent but was exactly opposite.
Your very own has been made to hear these statements in very early days of his career:
“Then, you are not fit for industry”
“I will issue a letter against you”

Consequently, He has introspected a lot,
”maine kya kiya, abhi to maine kuch kiya bhi nahin hai”

It is going to 15:30, and He declares it a time to make a visit to the field and meet his ground level implementers, The Field Operators.

He takes his walkie-talkie, helmets and marches towards the field.

Field operator room is filled with trainees and deputy manager apart from field operators.

“aaiye Dhawanji, baithiye” with somebody offering a chair.

“ yeh trainees aaiye hue hain kya”
“haan main inko aap hi ke paas bhejne waala tha”

Trainees made me reminiscent of my training days. But reminiscence was evanescent, I was again taken over by the people at hand.

Field operators and one deputy manager (Sh Somen Kr. Mondal) has been giving them insights into the refining processes. But He finds himself more interested in just looking at them and hearing at what everybody is talking about.

“trainees aisse swaal poochte hain jaise ek hi din mein pata nahin kaunsa jahan jeet lena hota hai”

“ aap IIT Kharagpur se hain”

“haan log to aissa hi kehte hain”

“Aur aapne internship kahan se ki”

“Yahin ki thi…”

“Mere saare dost IIT’s se to internship ke liye bahar gaye hai, koi boston gaya hai to koi new york”

It made Him to think, “Yeh kaisa swaal hai”
“Actually bachpan se iccha thi ki main apni internship kissi refinery se karoon”

Trainees leave. Now it is time for a small discussion on plant current problems. He listens to field operators with Solemnity. It is followed by an informal talk on various subjects, His Bengali skills especially reading skills being deeply appreciated.
Now He is being taken to see the two leakages by Indu Da. Leakages are on column top. He has to reach 7th - 8th floor, he considers it a part of the job and moves forward.
He sees the leakages and decides to take proper care of these during shutdown. From that position, the view of refinery and Haldia as a whole seems wonderful. Indu Da clearly points out all the important locations of Haldia and IOC Refinery….” The Tank Section (Feed tanks, Product tanks, intermediate tanks), various units, Haldia Petrochemicals, Haldia Fertilizers (which never produced even a Kilo of fertilizer), The Petronas, HLL plant, Haldia Dock Complex, The Jetties etc

/* It has started getting too big upon Him, I mean this Blog and therefore He has decided to pack it up.*/

After this He again goes to control room, has his snacks, fulfill his “professional ethicism” by asking Purti Da to have snacks, then reads newspaper, wanders around a bit, again goes to shift-office to use internet, talks with fellow colleagues and has some enjoyable time, then sets out for dinner, opens the IOC’s (Fortune 500 company’s) dinner packed in a Tiffin, have a look at it, declares it “Awesome” and instantaneously closes it. Dinner is done.

Its 21:20 and it is time for writing log book. Lot of expertise finishes it in 10 minutes. Its time to relax, goes to shift office and have nice conversation with fellow colleagues, again checks orkut scraps, again checks her scraps too, and decides not to do it again ever after.
Next shift-incharge arrives, The Great Metamorphosis repeats itself.

He is proud of having made possible the production of 350 tonnes of high quality motor spirit and a hell lot of LPG for usage in your households.

While leaving, He takes a lot of pride in saying to the next shift incharge these two words (normally elusive in contemporary era)

“ Everything’s Fine.”

Friday, September 22, 2006

History wasn't always a history. It must have been created some day. The great historical events might have a very mundane starting.

"DhawanSaaB saale uth jaa", shouted somebody.
" Time kya hai be" came the reply.
"saade aath".

" Kya??? saade aathh!!!!!!", a medium voiced reply with a tone varying from extreme astonishment to extreme satisfaction. "So jao DhawanSaaB bahut time hai abhi", a thought inside his mind flashed loudly in the whole atmosphere. But, still a mystery, where did this word "DhawanSaaB" came from??

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But Time Never Stops
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" saale ab to uth jaa 9 baj rahein hai".

Then out of a sudden, somebody uncoiled himself and adopted supreme samadhi posture with both eyes tightly closed. But then gradually photons of light started flowing to and fro from the eyes, and then suddenly, came the realization to this somebody that he is none other than the son of the soil and your very own "DhawanSaaB". And that realization once again induced immense self-confidence and unmatchable satisfaction into DhawanSaaB. Then naturally his feet took 2 steps forward, turned right and took 3 more steps. Then his eyes concentrated on a watch, obviously not his own, and it was approx 9 a.m. But, after some time, the concerned person, bidding me good- bye, took his own watch, leaving DhawanSaaB only with sun and its rays coming inside through glass windows to determine the exact time. The cell phone has very recently taken a bath in Arabian Sea at Bandstead (a rocky sea beach), and requires urgent medical treatment.

Then his engine steadily picked up, got everything done soon but not without few lapses of concentration. Breakfast was never his priority. Advantages of not having it flashed through his mind. Very proud at his effort and spirit, he rushed towards the gate with anxiousness about the time. The mind pacifying itself in its own usual way hoping that today he did it earlier than yesterday and missing breakfast was intentional and not a liability. Here comes the "Reception" and thus the "RECEPTION CLOCK", DhawansaaB's usual time source. But "what is it??" Time was exactly the same as yesterday (as perceived by the naked eye). The longest one, exactly lying in between 7 and 8 . Scheduled time being 9:15 a.m, he was already 23 min late. Nevertheless, in spite of losing hope, the dedication and effort suddenly exceeded all bounds.

" Results doesn't matter, but commitment does"

But the confidence story didn't really end here. there came another turn. His dear Colleague Mr. Kontham Sudhir was also in a gread deal of hurry, and to his advantage Dear. Konthan was approx 15 feet behind him and imagining his mental state is left open to the public.

Just before the lecture room came into DhawanSaaB's sight, a thought flashed across DhawanSaaB's mind "DhawanSaaB load kya hai, AAPKe paas to poore 21 saal 7 mahine aur 21 din ka experience hai".

But......

DhawanSaaB captured somebody in his sight standing outside the lecture room, thus convincing him that our esteemed faculty hasn't yet arrived.
" This is DhawanSaaB", flashed again across DhawanSaaB's mind.

But....
Surprisingly a coment was thrown over him.
" AAGaya Dhawan phir late" and then was laughed at.

But he knew these mortals will never understand.

He entered the class with his head held high and the whole class laughed when he entered. Not new to him but a routine thing.

He straightaway sat in second last row of a section of seating arrangement scarcely inhabited with his dear colleague Mr. Kontham Sudhir because no other option was there, thus saving him on unnecessarily excrcising his "ESTEEMED JUDICIOUSNESS" in such petty issues.

The faculty wasn't able to attract his attention and consecuently he felt soporofic and didn't hesitate to enjoy very small but every effective naps. Lecture went on the way it had to.

After lunch, DhawanSaaB along with whole batch of probationary officers was taken to a field visit to "Aviation Fuel Station". Slept on the way inside the bus, but had already strongly ordered his coleagues to wake him whenever a view worth his "STANDARD" and his taste appeared. He was awakened abruptly at a view of IIT Powai hostels and a lake.
He was made to visit an XTRA CARE Retail Outlet and an Aviation Fuel Station.

He left the station earlier than most others with his dear colleague Mr. Kontham Sudhir. Both of them visited their very own friend "THE GREAT LOHA SINGH" all poised to visit France, the day after. The Trio went to explore the city with GREAT LOHA SINGH who was having aggressive shopping plans. Money is no more Loha Singh's issue.

On coming back LohaSingh became busy with his phone calls and Mr Kontham with his. It was now DhawanSaaB's turn to exploit full use of internet and free ISD facilities and he made full use of it.

But history wasn't made yet. Suddenly a fabulous idea struck DhawanSaaB's mind and he determined and started his marathon at 3:45 am, 23rd sept saturday ,2006 and it still continues.

Your very own "The Great DhawanSaaB" decided to remember this day and thus has brought about a miraculaous transformation of a simple, normal day into a "Historical Day" which will be remembered by all.
Nevertheless a lot will depend upon you to make this dream come true.

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With Compliments

DhawanSaaB